Catlovers141
Status: Sometimes peace can only come from knowing you did all you could. I am depressed and anxious, but my conscience is clear.
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I purged only once today, and I cut twice. But I feel absolutely terrible. I purged yesterday, and the day before. Luckily, it was just once on both of those days as well. But this is still...
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The past few days have been very difficult. I have been bingeing and purging multiple times a day, which is rare for me. I have also started cutting again, which I hadn't done in more than a...
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I actually felt cared for today. It is such a nice warm feeling, but so confusing. Like is it even real? Do you genuinely care about me or is it fake? It feels scary to even allow the...
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I am really upset right now. And right now it isn't even with me. I actually feel anger at my mother. I actually think this is a good thing, because usually in these situations I would cut...
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I don't think it is possible for me to ever be free from SI. ED, maybe. And I am glad that I think I have that chance. But I can't stop SI. When I am happy I think that it is fun to take care...
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Dear everyone, I am having a lot of issues right now, and this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. I am not sure what I am going to do. My eating disorder and self-injury have gotten...
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I am not feeling well right now. I emailed a therapist to set up an appointment, so that is good. I have also been going to my eating disorder group and have talked to some people about other...
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Wall Around Me There is a wall around me Covering up everything deep inside Protecting me from all that I fear But this wall closes me in I can't see over the wall It totally consumes me It takes...
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Yesterday I told the first person that I have known offline about my eating disorder. It was so nice to find someone that I could relate to and that could understand everything that I was saying....
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There is a really long story that goes along with this. However, I feel like talking to someone about this so I am hoping to at least get a few responses. This shouldn't be triggering, but be...
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I really miss my cat now. I'm not sure what exactly triggered it but I think it was because I dreamed about her a few days ago. I had a dream that she came back to life and during the entire...
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As you may have known, since receiving the Gardasil vaccine last month I have been suffering from a variety of symptoms. I have started compiling all my research together and have formed a website...
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I took the gardasil vaccine yesterday and almost immediately passed out and possibly had a seizure. I felt nauseous and had a brief psychotic episode later that evening. I am still really sick...
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It starts as a small seedA conflict unspokenA dilemma unresolvedIt grows into a saplingSmall yet clearly visibleHolding secrets left untoldIt is larger nowA fully mature consequenceOf feelings left...
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I'm trying not to think about some things that are going on now, so I am going to leave DS for about a week. I have been thinking about doing this for a while now, but I think it will be good to...
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