Catlovers141
Status: Sometimes peace can only come from knowing you did all you could. I am depressed and anxious, but my conscience is clear.
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RainRain falls down on the earthBeginning as calm, gentle dropsFalling down from fluffy white cloudsIt seems so beautiful in the gentle breezeBut don't allow yourself to be fooledThe soft rain can...
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Struggling a lot with ED now.I ate a lot last week and purged as well. I hate when I do that.I'm having trouble stopping and I'm losing focus on other things.I'm tired now, going to bed.Good...
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I am feeling better today, so I thought I'd write a happier journal entry. Thank you to all my friends here. You are all awesome and I love talking to each and every one of you. Any of you have...
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Some of you know that I write poems and this is just one of my more recent ones. It starts as a small seedA conflict unspokenA dilemma unresolvedIt grows into a saplingSmall yet clearly...
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I feel so overwhelmed right now. I just broke down in the shower yesterday. I started crying and it lasted on and off for the next few hours until I fell asleep. I almost lost it again at...
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So I thought I'd write a little as I'm not feeling too well and I'm looking for feedback. Anyways, I have found that a lot of my feelings have come from my relationship with my mom. I feel really...
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I had my eyebrows waxed yesterday and woke up this morning with both eyes almost swollen shut. I put some ice on it and it has gone down quite a bit. However, it is a little uncomfortable to keep...
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I purged only once today, and I cut twice. But I feel absolutely terrible. I purged yesterday, and the day before. Luckily, it was just once on both of those days as well. But this is still...
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The past few days have been very difficult. I have been bingeing and purging multiple times a day, which is rare for me. I have also started cutting again, which I hadn't done in more than a...
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I actually felt cared for today. It is such a nice warm feeling, but so confusing. Like is it even real? Do you genuinely care about me or is it fake? It feels scary to even allow the...
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I am really upset right now. And right now it isn't even with me. I actually feel anger at my mother. I actually think this is a good thing, because usually in these situations I would cut...
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I don't think it is possible for me to ever be free from SI. ED, maybe. And I am glad that I think I have that chance. But I can't stop SI. When I am happy I think that it is fun to take care...
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Dear everyone, I am having a lot of issues right now, and this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. I am not sure what I am going to do. My eating disorder and self-injury have gotten...
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I am not feeling well right now. I emailed a therapist to set up an appointment, so that is good. I have also been going to my eating disorder group and have talked to some people about other...
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Wall Around Me There is a wall around me Covering up everything deep inside Protecting me from all that I fear But this wall closes me in I can't see over the wall It totally consumes me It takes...
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