Catlovers141
Status: Sometimes peace can only come from knowing you did all you could. I am depressed and anxious, but my conscience is clear.
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Yesterday I told the first person that I have known offline about my eating disorder. It was so nice to find someone that I could relate to and that could understand everything that I was saying....
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There is a really long story that goes along with this. However, I feel like talking to someone about this so I am hoping to at least get a few responses. This shouldn't be triggering, but be...
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I really miss my cat now. I'm not sure what exactly triggered it but I think it was because I dreamed about her a few days ago. I had a dream that she came back to life and during the entire...
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As you may have known, since receiving the Gardasil vaccine last month I have been suffering from a variety of symptoms. I have started compiling all my research together and have formed a website...
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I took the gardasil vaccine yesterday and almost immediately passed out and possibly had a seizure. I felt nauseous and had a brief psychotic episode later that evening. I am still really sick...
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It starts as a small seedA conflict unspokenA dilemma unresolvedIt grows into a saplingSmall yet clearly visibleHolding secrets left untoldIt is larger nowA fully mature consequenceOf feelings left...
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I'm trying not to think about some things that are going on now, so I am going to leave DS for about a week. I have been thinking about doing this for a while now, but I think it will be good to...
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RainRain falls down on the earthBeginning as calm, gentle dropsFalling down from fluffy white cloudsIt seems so beautiful in the gentle breezeBut don't allow yourself to be fooledThe soft rain can...
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Struggling a lot with ED now.I ate a lot last week and purged as well. I hate when I do that.I'm having trouble stopping and I'm losing focus on other things.I'm tired now, going to bed.Good...
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I am feeling better today, so I thought I'd write a happier journal entry. Thank you to all my friends here. You are all awesome and I love talking to each and every one of you. Any of you have...
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Some of you know that I write poems and this is just one of my more recent ones. It starts as a small seedA conflict unspokenA dilemma unresolvedIt grows into a saplingSmall yet clearly...
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I feel so overwhelmed right now. I just broke down in the shower yesterday. I started crying and it lasted on and off for the next few hours until I fell asleep. I almost lost it again at...
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So I thought I'd write a little as I'm not feeling too well and I'm looking for feedback. Anyways, I have found that a lot of my feelings have come from my relationship with my mom. I feel really...
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I had my eyebrows waxed yesterday and woke up this morning with both eyes almost swollen shut. I put some ice on it and it has gone down quite a bit. However, it is a little uncomfortable to keep...
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I am looking for some help with bulimia... but actual counseling is not an option right now. Anyone know of anything online I can do, like email or live chats? Even if it isn't with a...
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