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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  i need support from those that understand

  Posted by: troubled.1

  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 12/08/2018

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  words that come so easily have been disappearing from my lips as soon as my mouth forms the words as soon as my fingers touch the keyboard i want to talk about anything other than what drew me to writing this right now. i am in so much PAIN. no one understands. all you need to know is: multiple forms of childhood abuse, including sexual abuse by multiple men. including emotional abuse by father. watching his abuse of my mother whom based on her experiences was emotionally absent. started...

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  lingering

  Posted by: troubled.1

  Posted: 12/07/2018

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  the ever lingering feelings of defeat; anxiety, depression. all the times i felt i had a handle on the pain, were all the times it came crashing down on me all the people around me that do not understand. that do not see why i'm doing what i'm doingi know i don't make sense all the timeand thats the problem. i am the problem.no matter the awareness. no matter the knowledge. no matter the self-compassion.i'm severely fuckeda tragedyfamilar words echo from my heart, dancing on my lips as if...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: troubled.1

  Posted: 12/07/2018

  troubled.1 joined the group Survivors of Childhood Psychological Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: troubled.1

  Posted: 12/07/2018

  troubled.1 joined the group Anxiety.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

  troubled.1 joined the group Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/07/2018

  troubled.1 became friends with TeamDS.