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Status: I am alone and that's OK but I'm lonely. I miss my husband so much , I cry every night and when I wake up I am thinking of him. I think of the last day we were together mostly. That last kiss goodbye when he went to work and plans we made for that evening

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Age: 60

Gender: Female

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Posted: 03/20/2019

Caroline100 became friends with spazoid218.
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Posted: 03/14/2019

Caroline100 became friends with Spicegirl.
6 1/2 months

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 03/11/2019

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My love has been gone for 6 1/2 months. It isn't easier , its painful. I miss him terribly. I am in limbo it seems. I dream of him leaving me, I dream of papers flying all around me, I don't sleep more than 3-4 hours a night. I wake up crying more than I thought I would at this point. This is life changing and I don't want it to change. It's horrible, I wish it was last year. I want to be stuck in time. I want to go back to the way it was. God took my love from me and his children early. People...
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Posted: 03/10/2019

Caroline100 became friends with Mummy1981.
5 months yesterday

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 01/23/2019

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So its been 5 months. It doesnt seem more than 2 days. I feel like its a lasting thing. I do have some moments where I laugh especially when my 2 year old grand son does something silly.....God love him. I accept his loss but don't understand why it had to happen, he was only 46. :(
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Posted: 12/17/2018

Caroline100 became friends with Erineriko.
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Posted: 01/15/2019

Caroline100 became friends with Haroldcharm.
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Discussion Comment

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 12/18/2018

Caroline100 commented on the discussion My husband's birthday.
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My husband's birthday

Posted by: Caroline100

Last Reply: DJC 12/20/2018

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On Friday would have been my husband's 47th birthday so, in memory ( its only been a short time since his passing - Aug 22) , I took his kids and we donated 47 things to the Humane Society. Then we went to my husband's favorite go-to restaurant for supper and talked about the many happy memories we all have. The kids are twin 14 year olds and one 16 year old. Its been a tough almost 4 months but we are getting there. Coping a little better. Christmas was suposed to be spent together this year...
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Discussion Comment

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 12/17/2018

Caroline100 commented on the discussion Winter Break.
Journal Comment

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 10/31/2018

Caroline100 commented on Myfavorite's journal October 31, 2018 A simple gift can be triggering
2 months today

Posted by: Caroline100

Posted: 10/22/2018

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I picked up my husband's personal items today. It was hard. Not sure how many of these days I can handle. I'm exhausted. I didnt think one person had this many tears. I was shown where he passed and spoke to the person who last spoke to him, helped him .... tried to help him. Why.
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Posted: 10/19/2018

Caroline100 commented on the discussion 7 weeks ago today.
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Posted: 10/17/2018

Caroline100 became friends with MrsMarshall.
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Posted: 10/17/2018

Caroline100 became friends with MrsMarshall.

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