beatrice99
Status: Nothing is perfect but trying to remain positive.
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I don't know what came over me Saturday but I can only hope it's a good, positive step in the living again process. My other half informed me around 10:30 am that the Eagles club (his second home),...
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I met a woman at my local support group meeting last night and I can't for the life of me, figure out how she has lived through so much. She told us of a tragic car accident that happened many years...
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I didn't accomplish all that I wanted to today but, that's okay. For some strange, unknown reason, my mind has been reeling until I had to sit down and write. Maybe this is a "sign" from my Dad. I...
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Okay, you former rainy, gloomy day! Today, I have decided that I will not let you alter my mood. As I watched the news last night, I heard it was supposed to rain every day until next Tuesday. Even...
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Before I completely drown myself in sorrow, I have once again kicked myself to get back on the right track. I have been staying busy and gotten a lot of things that needed to be done accomplished...
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You and my Dad were roommates,That's how our journey began. As my Father passed away,I reached out for your hand.Some words were never spoken,Nor did they need to be.Each time I saw your face light...
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Sitting alone again with Drexel(dog) by my side. I am debating on whether to go out to socialize tonight. My brother wants us (Wayne & I) to join him and his girlfriend and some other people to...
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The weather is not as bad as yesterday but it's still overcast therefore I am too. I made it through another day of wondering how Mr. Lindsay was doing. His daughter in law did not call me...
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Today is quickly moving up the ranks as one of my worst days in a long time. The rainy, stormy weather is making it even worse. After hearing of my Dad's roomate having a heart attack yesterday, his...
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Today seems a little brighter. Whether it is temporary, or another step in the healing process, I have plans to actually do some of the things that I have been putting off. Whether I do any of these...
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I got up this morning, my stomach said to eat something so, I did. I saw nothing I wanted, or needed to do so, I went back to bed. I laid there thinking about what my Dad would want me to do. I just...
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I guess the holidays are bringing out my inner thoughts, more than usual. My head has been reeling from all of the poems accumulating in there. I actually took a notebook to bed with me last night...
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As I sit here dreading my first Christmas without my Daddy, these words came to me. I often feel his presence and I believe he sent them via Heaven. I hope others find comfort in these words. He...
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I received the phone call I was waiting for yesterday! There was a board meeting in the city I live in, and they approved hiring me for a part time position, cleaning the schools. I "got my foot in...
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Haven't visited my journal in awhile and now find my head filling up with stuff that is occupying too much space. Went out this past weekend and found myself once again on the bored side but at least...
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