JennSerene

It has been a whole week since I have posted a journal entry, participated in a support group, or done anything on DS or on the internet as a whole! It turns out that at some point after posting my...

I didn't write a journal last night because I was so exhausted that I ended up going to bed early.. in fact I didn't even change into pajamas or do anything I usually do at night before I fall...

This morning first thing I did was call the Crisis Center and ask about the side effects. They told me to come in so that they could tweak the meds without taking the Buspirone. So without any...

Today was very interesting. I took my Buspirone soon after I woke up (12:30pm) and I found out from the Crisis Center that I need to take 2 Divalproex (1000mg total) at night. After taking the...

This morning I felt ok. I could definitely feel that I wasn't stable and I was almost waiting for things to get bad again. I went into my math class (Basic Algebra 2) and thats where things started...

How to start things off... Well, I guess a tiny bit of history, and then a launch into why I am here.Starting from the beginning...As a young child, I was diagnosed with ADHD.I was born male, however...

Here I go again, after just about disappearing off the face of the earth I am now having to face the facts and stop my addictive behavior. I deleted all the games I had been playing, and asked...

I had 22 months off of video games. Last night I threw it all away, and today I continued to play. I have no plans of stopping any time soon.  I'm hiding from feelings. There is a lot of sadness I...

Lately I have been feeling very sorry for myself.I just have so many issues! Between the mental issues and the physical issues I am just feeling very upset and overwhelmed.Tomorrow I have to call my...

I've been noticing a few subtle side effects of the Abilify since my dose has been increased.First of all, before going into the side effects, I am very happy about the stability I have been...

I have been thinking about video games a lot lately. For a few days there the thoughts and desires had gone away, now they are back but this time its just the thoughts without the nagging desire/need...

I've been having quite a few difficulties lately, but nothing very bad.I got a new mouse for my laptop and the scroll wheel died.Meanwhile I was installing the Windows 8 Beta over my laptop, causing...

Yesterday in my morning meeting before I bought the car I brought up the topic of "hope" because I was feeling hopeless. I ended up hearing a lot about the 3rd step of the 12 steps of recovery. The...

Today I bought my new car. A 2012 Silver Kia Forte.  I've been very depressed all day long. Its a nice car, but I'm so sad that I had to buy it. I'm not sure there is anything else for me to say.

Today I woke up at the god-awful early time of 7am so that I could drive up and be at the VA Medical Center by 8 for my very first appointment with my primary psychiatrist. I have been waiting two...