Nicholas1993
Status: Just trying to pass on what I've learned to people...ooo and cookies!
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Whoa boy...doing the opposite apparantly of what I should.So I asked her out and we were going to do movie than dinner. Instead she changed to lunch and movie.She brought lunch. I brought movie. ...
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Yeap idiot...work at NASA but one dump idiot with the heart. Maybe someone can learn from my mistakes. Hopefully, I won't have to post for a while.I'm a mess today. Like a nervous breakdown...it's...
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I came here to get yelled at...I can give advice but not take it apparantly. I went to dinner with my ex. I was nervous and emotional. She wasn't emotional. No I didn't ask her to come back....
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So, I write these for me mostly. It's been rough. At some points, I wonder if it would just be easier to die.Over a week ago, I had a root canal. Every since than severe pain, they didn't tell me I...
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Back in the grieving stage again. Part is I don't feel hope. I never saw myself as attractive or anything.Online dating is crushing...She is dating and it's easy for her. I know I shouldn't worry...
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Well last Wednesday had a slight breakdown. I was sweet and sent you and your mom a gift to Russia. You responded it was thoughtful and you were lonely and sad.I brought a ticket to fly out to...
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Well, yesterday we were supposed to go to Russia. You went still..because I brought you the ticket. Still sucks.While today..my chest didn't hurt...it's still hard because before the breakup it was...
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Still working...shouldn't send.Natasha,Still feels weird calling you that instead of honey. I hope you are doing well. I really do. Why am I writing you…guess selfishness. Hey, I can be...
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Well, almost to 30 days of no contact..which I know isn't a be all end all.Just flash of her dating etc. I know stupid. Her crap is still at my house. It won't be moved to October when she get back...
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So it's been over 2 weeks with no contact. Yes, it's been a challenge. My head doctor ask what would I do if she came back...I don't know.Her words still rattle around - love you more, best man...
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It's been 4 days since we have seen each other. 2 days since you contacted me...only because you needed advice.The hardest part of the day is waking up. Still have nightmares...well see you. I...