Well

Well last Wednesday had a slight breakdown. I was sweet and sent you and your mom a gift to Russia.  You responded it was thoughtful and you were lonely and sad.

I brought a ticket to fly out to Russia...than it felt wrong after...

I didn't hear from you so I wrote you and cancelled the ticket. No-one should have to chase so hard. If you want to be with me, you want to be with me.

I'm sad..but ok.  there are people that want to date me. I don't feel it, which is fine...just taking time to heal and improve.