Enigma609
Status: The seasons will change, but if you plant seeds, beautiful flowers will find a way to grow. Keep planting seeds of love and good intention.
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I am sick of being sick. Sick of pain that can't be releived. Sick of cutting myself down for not getting better medical help. Sick of seeing me bed everynight and hearing the alarm...
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33 days to see THE Migraine Doctor A Neurologist. I've waited 16 months so far. I'm feeling annoyed by the littliest things. Being stuck in survival mode for too long is taking it's toll. ...
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Somedays it is just too hard to get that smile onto the lips. Just want to turn around and walk away. If I make others feel good, maybe that will rub off and make me feel better? Maybe by...
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THis is your trooper side talking now!.Okay, Angela, I know you hurt. I know I know I know. Stop complaining, it is just not doing you any good. It is making your weak. Some say it is therapy...
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Some days I just break. It is so unlike the person that I really am and what I hide from the world. At work I am corporate and I deal with things head on and I take risks and I lead and teach and...
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So the pain finally knocks me to my knees and I sucumb to going to the hospital at 4am. I've NEVER gone to a hospital for a migraine. I just can't stand it anymore after 5 miserable days at a...
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OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWI hurt sssssooooooo bad. Damnit stoooooop, please please please stop. Please. Why won't it ever end? 64 days
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It appears that I have a choice. The doctor hasn't actually said it to me but I figured it out.I had migraines almost every day now and they hover at around 6 to 8. Sometimes they last up to 5...
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I really feel at a loss right. I know any hour now I will get another migraine. The pain is coming and nothing I do will stop it. I know I have to push on and go to work tomorrow and live...
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I’m going through a very angry stage right now and I’m not sure what is going on. By all accounts of what is going on in my life, I should be okay. No major disaster in my life and physically the...
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I thought I was just going to take a long drive to Nelson BC, but never did I expect what I was going to experience what I did when I got there. A paradise retreat under a billion stars and a horse...
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I sit in my garden, bursting with flowers. Vibrant pink, red, white, yellow, purple, orange, periwinkle, tangerine and every shade inbetween on a backdrop of a cornacopia of green hues over...
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So Jesus did all this suffering on earth, and for what? His life had meaning and it helped billions and billions of people forever after. The Martrye.Well, here I am suffering and sacrificing...
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Something is happening. I'm no longer accepting what is and I'm making goals unintentionally and more by desperation. Don't think that is the best way, but is necessary I guess. Need to take...
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A journal for pain. What a great idea to help me through.I guess I will start with how I feel today. Started at noon and its a #8 now at 7pm and 3 T-3's have barely touched it because it is...
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