Day 6 :(

Having a hard time today, everything makes me feel tearful. I dnt know what Im feeling, Im numb, and being at my mums, where she has lots of codeine is hard. Its hard when she is taking them for her back when I can see her. She dont understand the addiction, to her me not taking them is nothing. She dont understand how hard I gotta try to not take them. Its just like a normal day for her.  Its hard not having any support from family