Pauljac49
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I just lost my beautiful daughter by suicide. I\'m so numb. I dont know how i will get through this. I\'m 62. She was 30 and we were best friends. 2 years ago she got a pounding on the left side of her head. Like a migraine. I took her all over, NYU, Columbia Presbyterian Neuro Institute, she had all tests imaginable. No one could help her the pain was so severe the neuro dr, had her on numerous meds. Pain management didnt work, She had to stop working and go on disability. Her passion was going to the gym and woriking out. she couldnt do it anymore. I tried to help her. we did everything together On May 10th she killed herself in front of her x-girlfriends house. My daughter was gay but came through that struggle in her life a long time agol she knew how much i loved her. How do i get through this. I have a son and grandchildren. i know i have to go on for them but right now I DONT CARE.
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THANK YOUMy dear dear family. There has been a lot going on in my life and I haven't been writing for a long time.... -
JACKIE'S BIRTHDAYThis was such a hard week. The anticipation leading up to this day was so overwhelming. It was all I could...
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MY KNEE SURGERYTHANKS FOR THE RESPONSES. MY KNEE SURGERY WENT VERY WELL. THIS IS THE SECOND ONE. THE FIRST WAS TWO...
