I feel like I'm having an out of body expierience what ever that means I just don't feel like myself and it's causing some worry I feel like I'm suppose to be somewhere else like the weather should be or more like is different like fall I feel strange I've felt this way plenty of times, but not this extreme I wonder if my med's are doing something to my brain or if this is normal guess I'll talk to my therapist about it today.
I also went on a spending spree and didn't pay my bills I wonder if I'm having an episode I don't think I quit get this Bipolar thing yet! All I understand is the anger and depression part!