Looking For Something

I look out the window in hopes that I will see a future for me,but I don't. My life is filled with thoughts of the unknown who am I, how do I feel, where am I going.? I'm 34 and have no Idea what I want in my life this is very disturbing to me I never get anywhere. Will I ever get to know who I really am or will I alway's feel this way I'm sad!