chase986

Yea nobody reads these but me. I'm sure it's my fault produce or go away that's how the world works. Am I failure because I'm still alive? I should have died in nov but someone stopped me. I don't...

ive lost all my avenues of support .  when your happy making freinds is easy. when your not nobody will be there.ive taken my gf ex wife and therapist off my freinds list they got tired of hearing...

ive lost all my avenues of support .  when your happy making freinds is easy. when your not nobody will be there.ive taken my gf ex wife and therapist off my freinds list they got tired of hearing...

I can't do this anymore. I should be able to but I'm not succeeding. I'm really stuck I want out I don't know if there is a better place. Or if my pain will go away. This ain't working though. 

I'm worried about the high park fire. I'm pretty sure my mountain home is destroyed. Now I have to worry about my main residence as well there is still a mountain between us but the fire Is getting...

My gf had an accident yesterday fell off her bike and got a mild concussion from her telling she said that she couldn't remember her name or her sons name for the longest time. she kept going in and...

Here I sit again all stressed and can't explain my feelings. I'm not sure what to do where to go or how to act. My mind clutters up when I'm content and clears up when I'm depressed. The easy answer...

I've doing ok most of the time. I still have some depression over missing Shannon but as a friend now. I'm not missing her as a girlfriend anymore. I have bad dreams about her sometimes but I'm told...

I have been spending a lot of time with my gf so I have not had lots of time to be on ds. I noticed I lost a few friends again but that is to be expected. I Don't know how I can help much now. I am...

started depressed I thought my date blew me off but it turned out to be a texting error. I had a pretty good day I didn't get much done except texting. I worried about my friend he is having a rough...

When Im happy or content I cant think clearly Im very hazzy. On the other hand the more depressed that i am the better my thought process is. Why can I only function well when Im sad.

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Here I sit again all stressed and can't explain my feelings. I'm not sure what to do where to go or how to act. My mind clutters up when I'm content and clears up when I'm depressed. The easy answer...

I've doing ok most of the time. I still have some depression over missing Shannon but as a friend now. I'm not missing her as a girlfriend anymore. I have bad dreams about her sometimes but I'm told...

I have been spending a lot of time with my gf so I have not had lots of time to be on ds. I noticed I lost a few friends again but that is to be expected. I Don't know how I can help much now. I am...