update

I have been spending a lot of time with my gf so I have not had lots of time to be on ds. I noticed I lost a few friends again but that is to be expected. I Don't know how I can help much now. I am still wanting to help others but I don't want to sound all bubbly like some others do either. depression is hard and if someone is always saying be happy and youll be happy that sure does get old I got it when I was depressed and it never helped me. My Week has been busy, I'm still adjusting to not being single. I got behind on some work but I have since stayed up long hours and I am catching up nicely. I skipped group last monday to go to the gf house I also went wednesday, thursday, friday and hung out at her church sunday. The weather has messed up some of our dates but we have rented movies and stayed in. Her son is wonderful and since I dont have to play the parent we are getting along really well. Her sons bday is comming up in june so I am thinking of giving him a wii since he really wants one and I have a spare. I still get nervous at saying the wrong things but as time goes on that has diminished quite a bit I need to work on my core issue now but I will have to wait until after my life coaches wedding.