So many things are going on in my head.I have so many thoughts and feelings happening in my head all at one time.My husband seems to be an uncaring beast.My daughter may be facing an illness that although not life threatening will change her life in a big way.Christmas is coming and I really wish it was over.Waiting for the results of my daughter's bloodwork is hell.It seems like they are taking forever even though they aren't.I'm supposed to go to my husband's dad's house for a family thing sunday but I am not sure I want to go.I might just stay home.I'm not going to pretend that I am happy when I am not.I don't do that well.I'm not a person that hides my feelings very well.