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Status: Still trying to take the days as they come, some better than others. Life is becoming a learning experience.
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Well Babe, tomorrow will be 4 months since I lost you. The kids and I made it through your burial, mother's day and your birthday. As much as I'd like to say things have been easier, so far some days...
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It's been 6 weeks today sweetheart. I spent the last couple of days shredding bills and paperwork and boy there's a lot of it. I feel like I'm shredding our life away although I realize it has to be...
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Babe, it's another Sat. night and instead of going out for dinner with you and cuddling I sit here watching tv like I do night after night. One day just runs into the next, which runs into the next....
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Should I be starting to accept that you're gone? I thought I was accepting it it but today I looked at your picture and broke down again. I know you're not coming back but I can't believe it, or...
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Well, it's almost 2 am and I'm just sitting here missing you. Watched tv tonight as usual and I should be sleeping but you're always in my thoughts. Went out to the backyard with the dog for a bit...
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Hi Sweetheart. Took mara to the stouffville flea market today and stopped at the field we always used to stop at to run her. Everything hit home again as I walked and realized you weren't walking...
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Today is St. Patrick's day, but just another day without you sweetheart. I just can't find anything to smile about. Had to go to the hospital today to sign a release form for the COD form and broke...
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Hi Sweetheart. Today is sunday and I woke up thinking about how much I miss you.One of those days I didn't want to get out of bed but mara had to be let out and fed. Took her for a long walk today...
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Another day without you. I didn't want to get out of bed today but I know things have to be done. I see your face in my mind constantly and your in my thoughts 24/7 from the time I open my eyes to...
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Today is my oldest daughter's birthday. The plan had been for her and my beautiful wife to go shopping together but now it'll be me trying to take my wife's place and although we're both trying to...
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Went to the dog park today to get the dog out for awhile. Wish I could just crawl into a cave and stay there. I feel completely unconnected to everything. I don't know how I drove home but on the way...
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It's 11:30 pm and tomorrow I will be 3 weeks into this hell. Tonight was a rough one. I was reflecting and the future is too hard to think about. I just want to hear my wife's voice telling me she...
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Today is March 3rd. It will be 3 weeks this monday since the light of my life passed away and I stumble through each day still hoping that I'm in some terrible nightmare.I know it's all too real...
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To my WifeI'm almost halfway through the 7th month now Babe. I wish I could say it's gotten easier but for some reason I seem to be slipping backwards instead of forwards. I get angry about things...
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Well Babe, tomorrow will be 4 months since I lost you. The kids and I made it through your burial, mother's day and your birthday. As much as I'd like to say things have been easier, so far some days...
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