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- Hi All,It's been a long time. Sorry for the long post - but feel like I need to paint the picture a bit - before I launch into the HELP section of the story.My Docs kept me in a state of FUNCTIONING Hypomania for about 2 years - we had no...
- I wanted to share my most recent journal entry. I NEVER make my entries public - but I have found great success after 8 years of hell. Especially the past 4 or 5 years. Here's a bit about how I did it. Good luck! You are all so brave! (Yes, this is...
- The below is a journal entry I just posted (public - which I NEVER do). I am sharing with this group because I have been a member for a VERY long time - and DS was a major part of my journey. You are all brave. This is a long long POST - but wanted...
- I just posted this as a journal entry that is open to the public. I usually lock my journal. I wanted to share with this group - because I have been a member for a long-time and I am at the other side of this obesity hell. This posting is long. I...
- Hi All-I am pretty sure this is a topic that has not been posted here before and I could REALLY use the support of those who "get it"...my friends don't get it and I am happy they don't.Backstory: I am finally on the other side of obesity (finally...
- I am SO anxious right now....it's been a LONG day. 850 people are being let go at my company. I just heard about 3 of my friends from another division that I work very closely with. Many are senior level who have been here more then 10 years. We...
- I was working on a new blog entry about the history of my anxiety...I was SHOCKED to learn how far back my panic goes! I was a mess as a child...just never really thought about it. Thunderstorms, monsters under my bed, needing the light one, sleep...
- I am truly using this to vent...you don't need to read this whole thing. I couldn't put this on my blog...because my little cousin (who some of this about) has read my blog before. Putting it in my journal doesn't feel like enough of a "yell" right...
- Oh brother! Need to vent. I am at work and having a meltdown. So weak, anxious, emotional, bad back pain and exhausted! This is my 3rd cycle on Loestrin24 (already tried Yaz - may just go back on it - even if I don't get a period again...which...
- Ok....sigh...ok. If you have read any of my posts (or silly blog - which I have been pushing like a mad woman) you know that I have major panic issues with walking the streets or taking the subway (I live in NYC). Well this morning I got a cab to...
- I was put on Trileptal over 3 weeks ago...and I think it is not only helping - but it may have saved my life. I am also on 75 of Lamictal (can't do any higher..or lower) and we increased my Synthroid (my thyroid was a touch hypo). Is anyone else on...
- Hi All- Happy Monday to ya.This past winter I suffered from Serotonin Syndrome. (I am NOT trying to be an alarmist and I am now fine!) - I just want all of my panic pals to be aware. If you find yourself suddenly going out of your friggen mind for...
- Hi All-My panic disorder usually keeps my locked up in the apartment on the weekends...but today - ahhh..today...I had success baby! I got out and saw the world. :)http://themanicblogger.blogspot.com/(Just wrote about my weekends on blog)How are...
- Hi All-I have been having a really rough go of it - over the past 2 years. I have been on DS for about a year and a 1/2 now. (on and off) - Sometimes just to journal. I want to not only share my story - but eventually be a voice for those who can...
- I have been doing so well. Have been trying to share my positive experiences and little successes. Tonight....wow - BAD ONE! Almost hit a level 10 on the anxiety scale - fast and hard. I am still shaking. Time for me to admit...while I am doing...