shantellew
Status: I have hope. I think the worst of it is over....
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Letter I will never send.... I"ve talked so much to you and you just agree and never change anything. I hate that you make me be so heartless and make you figure this out on your own. But you are...
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im just feeling down tonight. my ex posted our official status of getting a divorce. seeing it in black and white on a public forum was disconcerting. but nessacary i guess. i think mostly im just...
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Why am I always the one that has to say the hard stuff? I was the first one to suggest my husband leave because I honestly thought he was going crazy. He said thank you for that, it was exactly what...
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When will I stop getting myself in to stupid painful situations? I briefly dated a jockey that I found on plentyoffish months ago. It ended because he acted obsessed with me, and it started creeping...
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At the end of these two weeks, I'm so drained emotionally, physically, tired even though I've been sleeping. Just can't stop crying. :(
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Do you ever feel like you are on a mouse wheel of work, sleep, chores? Maybe I'm overly tired and just grumpy, but I realized last night I"m not going to get off this wheel for a really long time or...
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is it so wrong to want passion in your life? i mean sex. i mean eating good foood. i love intense color. wonderful smells. good food. just feeling intensly. i guess i am a tarus.
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i had no idea about this movie but on a lonely friday night and watched country strong. omg. i cried till i didnt think i could cry anymore. i have no idea why that movie hit me so hard. im no...
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So, My doc ups my meds to help me sleep, now I can't wake up! Its so hard to get any work done this sleepy. I have to find a compromise! I need to sleep but not be a zombie all day either.On another...
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Yesterday was so horrible I decided to treat myself to a meal out. There is a little restaurant /pub on my street that I walk to sometimes. I sat at the bar alone as usual but the bartender started...
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I'm having the worst day at work. What makes me cry is I have no one to go home to and tell about it. I had to rat out some employees that were stealing and doing other things that could have gotten...
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I feel so stupid and frustrated at how I"m acting. All I want out of a relationship is love, and to feel wanted and needed and be able to be a partner and take care of someone.I get lets be friends...
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Sold my wedding rings today. Needed the money, but it was very hard to let them go. One step closer to never being together. My best friend is contemplating divorce and its so hard for me to talk to...
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Lost six pounds this week. six more next week. here we go!
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I was accepted to the Mental Health facility in the city for low income people, so my meds and treatment might actually be in my reach! Yay! I can do this! Also, I lost five pounds this week. Double...
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