A little sunshine

Yesterday was so horrible I decided to treat myself to a meal out. There is a little restaurant /pub on my street that I walk to sometimes. I sat at the bar alone as usual but the bartender started flirting with me! I was stunned. Then he told me to sit on the other side of the bar so he wouldn't have to walk all the way around, there were other regulars there and we all got to talking and laughing. It felt like a real life all of a sudden. I'm so isolated here I couldn't believe how just getting to relaxe and laugh and be flirted with just lifted my spirts like nothing else. Of course he's only 28 and I'm not going there! But... it was nice. And made me wake up with a smile this morning. Maybe I'm not a freak!