Grumpy

Why am I always the one that has to say the hard stuff? I was the first one to suggest my husband leave because I honestly thought he was going crazy. He said thank you for that, it was exactly what he needed. Now after 6 months and he's doing phenomelly (sp?) better, I have to be the one to say we need a divorce, because he doesn't want to get back together and I don't want to be responsible for his lack of financial sense. He said a huge weight has been taken off his shoulders and he wanted to ask but was to afraid to upset me. (I"m not a china doll). Now, I have to be the one to say, I don't want you to be here every weekend, because it just upsets me and takes me days to get over everytime. He seems like its so easy to go from husband to "best buddy", but I just cannot. He even tries to point out people I can date. uggghhhh. I'm grumpy and put out. I will hate weekends alone, but I will get over it. I'm sure I will save tons of money and I won't have to be in this funk every monday now. I'm giving into my grumpiness, kicking rocks, kinda mood today. I don't want to feel better today, I just want to growl and hide in my corner. In another note, I started my half sleeve tattoo yesterday to cover some old scars. Its looking fantastic already. To bad my ex is the tattoo artist, I will have to go to him to finish it.