Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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meme88 10/21/2008

my..nanny she is leaveing..life soon days..I have never lost someone i was/am so close to..this pain in unbelieveable..not triggering me its just real hurt.the neveriuos i feel isnt bipolar its really pain..I just need someone everyone is sleeping..i cant just sit and cry ..just need to talk..i just found out a week this friday she had cancer..now she is leaveing..no oh she'll pull though..she could of had seergy..she choice not to have it..on the fact she would maybe live a month if then it happen agin..she was in so much pain..now she is doped up..I said goodbye..she tryed to smile and i hugged her and said i love you..she got out i love you to..then her eyes closed as we were leaveing i looked back alot she tryed to keep her eyes open the whole time..as my last step were see could see me she looked as long as she would..as did i..we said goodbye. still hurts so bad

deleted_user 10/21/2008

AAAAwwwwwwww
I am so sad for you.
To lose a loved one is no easy thing.
I am praying for you and her what was her name?

dannyo 10/21/2008

your in my prayers

deleted_user 10/21/2008

I'm sorry to hear about her. I can't even imagine the terrible pain you must be in. And rightly so, don't think that you shouldn't be, it's the way it's supposed to be. But you are dealing with your pain, which is all you really can do.

I hope you feel better soon. I know you have probably heard it too many times and don't need to again, but she is in a better place. You have to believe that. Try to focus on the positive. It sounds like she led a loving life and her last thoughts were of how much she was loved. I know she wouldn't have wished for anything more.

meme88 10/21/2008

Olga..just..just pray that well that she passes tonite well since its in the am today...it's time

meme88 10/21/2008

plz plz plz pray..that Olga passes ..thats all

deleted_user 10/21/2008

I AM SO SORRY SWEETIE... IT IS SO PAINFUL TO WATCH OUR LOVED ONES LEAVING US.... YOU AND YOUR NANNY ARE BOTH IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS....

Shelly4 10/21/2008

I am so sorry. I know your pain and it can feel unbearable. People who leave such deep impressions in our lives, mean so much to us. I felt the same way when my sister died of cancer. She is my best friend. I still talk to her in my thoughts and I feel her presence with me. I try to focus on all the good things we had in our life together and avoid the agony of her death at 39 years of age. I have come to understand it better now. Work through your pain by journalling, making scrap books of your time together, anything that holds good memories. See her as much as you can before she goes and talk to her about your good memories. Assure her that she was a good influence in your life. I feel better for having done that with my sister. I will be praying for her and you sweetie. Hugs

deleted_user 10/21/2008

I am so sorry to hear this about your loved one! I am currently watching my mother taken chemotherapy from colon cancer and it is heartbreaking. My thoughts and prayers will be with you today.

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