Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I'm here, let me read your comments first.
http://counsellingresource.com/ask-the-psychologist/2007/06/21/over-analyzing/
http://dailystrength.org/search?q=overanalyzing
Remember, just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they're not after you.
You say you've been getting into arguments with your boyfriend. Can you elaborate on the nature of them?
Follow those links previously provided, but I also have another suggestion.
Do you do any solo sports? Yoga, boxing, anything like that? Maybe a discipline that helps you focus on one thing and blank out the static around you could help you in ways that will be beneficial in the near future.