disneymom65
Status: A Dream is a wish Your Heart Makes.No matter how your Heart is Grieving, if you just keep Believing. The Dream that you Wish Will Come True.
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Yesterday everything finally caught up with him and for the first time in 6 months he hit a brick wall. I mean literally he was stopped dead in his tracks like a deer caught in the headlights he was...
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Today I realized that I can do ANYTHING I WANT TO!!!!! What a wonderful feeling that I am bound by NOTHING!!! So I started to really ask myself T what would be just awesome to do? Something you...
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Here I am at the six month mark. In regular time six months seems like nothing but in the Divorce world it seems like an eternity. Six months ago today my world crashed down right in front of me when...
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People ask me everyday " How ya doin T"? I usually stick to the same old stand by answers " Fine" or "OK" or " I'm doing the best I can" Mostly because I don't think they would appreciate me taking...
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Perhaps I took too much pride in everyone telling how great I was doing. How strong I have been and how if you didn't actually know what I am going through no one would ever know. I thought to myself...
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Thanks to all of you who took the time to read my journal and send me your warm thoughts and advice. After 3 glasses of wine i'm much more calm. Austin has field days all this week so he's EXAUSTED...
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I deleted him from my facebook, I do not respond to his phone calls or text messages, HELL I am not even around when he picks up Austin. So why does everyone feel the need to keep me informed of what...
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So I am about 25% of the way there. I got all the papers for the Attorney and I meet with him in just 2 more days. I feel real anxious and nervous and of course SCARED. It's like that feeling of...
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The day will come for all of us going through the heartache of Divorce when we have to tell ourselvs " No amount of HOPE, PRAYERS, TEARS OR THERAPY is going to change the REALITY of our situation....
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During the first few months of a Divorce we all say to ourselves over and over again the "NO MORE'S" for example:1) No More having him to hold me when i'm sad.2) No More Saturday night date...
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If I had a nickle for every time a day someone tells me how strong I am and how great i'm doing I wouldn't have to worry about child or spousal support I could retire today. I just don't know why...
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Woke up to a beautiful Sunday morning making waffles for all my kids this morning so much fun felt like it used to minus the one empty place at the table where he used to sit. We laughed and joked...
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When does life go from just trying to survive to ACTUALLY LIVING AGAIN? Alot of people tell me how great i'm doing and how great I look all the time. I work at my son's school and alot of the...
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Ok so I have alot of time this weekend with Austin being with the man child husband of mine. So good time for reflection writing out goals just making plans in general for the next steps and so on....
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Today I had the honor of speaking to my DS Fairy Godmother she is my angel here on earth that I know God sent to watch over me while i'm trying to find my place again in this big scary world. Just...
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