Victory did NOT taste so sweet.
Yesterday everything finally caught up with him and for the first time in 6 months he hit a brick wall. I mean literally he was stopped dead in his tracks like a deer caught in the headlights he was frozen. As he stood in front of me tears streaming down his face as he was asking me over and over how I could do this to him? How was he going to live? Funny how everything seems to have come full circle those are the exact same questions I have been asking him and myself over and over again the past 6 months. My head just wanted to say " Ha how does it feel to realize that your life as you know it is GONE? Who cares how you feel now you didn't give a rats butt how I have been feeling or surviving these past 6 months so choke on it!!!!!!
My heart always seems to win over my head everytime and I just sat there and told him " You knew this day had to come one day, the day when all your stupid, irresponsible, irrational, selfish behavoir and choices would catch up with you. I'm not trying to bleed you dry as he put it i'm simply getting what I deserve after 22 years of being a good loving wife and mother. I want what is fair and just and what I need so Austin and I can live a happy future and I will be safe and secure in raising him. Sorry if it puts a dent in your social life but everything is a trade off. You traded me and your kids in for the swinging single life and now we know at what cost. Oh and fairy godmother if your reading this the number is UNBELIEVABLE I will send you a private message to give details. Anyway my son stays with me everything left in the home when he left I keep he also has to pay half of Shelby's college tuition. Pretty much everything I asked for I got.
Finally a little justice for the broken hearted and abandoned. I have been praying for this for so long I thought of all kinds of things I was going to say and laugh and say TOLD YA SO!! TOLD YA SO!!! TOLD YA SO!!!! How's that new life working out for you now? Then to my utter suprise I felt my heart breaking for him???? I felt sort of sorry for him???? Why do I feel sad for him? This is what I have been waiting for to look him straight in the face and say " Your fun in the sun days are over now your pain begins" I just couldn't say anything but " This was all your choice just remember that everytime you write that check every month" Ok so I got a little dig in. When he left most likely to stop at the closet bar for his last big drinking night out I just kept saying to myself " T what's wrong with you don't you feel sorry for him he has not shed one tear for you in 6 months. I guess that's just another thing I have that he doesn't A HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So now I can start planning stuff my future and start leaving the past where it belongs in the PAST. Can't wait for summer vacation from school I was offered a job as a summer camp director so Austin can go with me for FREE and I will be able to go on all the field trips with him and just have a super fun summer. We are planning a beach trip in july and now I know how much money I will have each month coming in from my dear friends of child support inforcment. I think I can start to breathe now a little easier and sleep a little better. I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders and even though I know I made it over the first few hills there are still mountains to climb but I will make it...............
My heart always seems to win over my head everytime and I just sat there and told him " You knew this day had to come one day, the day when all your stupid, irresponsible, irrational, selfish behavoir and choices would catch up with you. I'm not trying to bleed you dry as he put it i'm simply getting what I deserve after 22 years of being a good loving wife and mother. I want what is fair and just and what I need so Austin and I can live a happy future and I will be safe and secure in raising him. Sorry if it puts a dent in your social life but everything is a trade off. You traded me and your kids in for the swinging single life and now we know at what cost. Oh and fairy godmother if your reading this the number is UNBELIEVABLE I will send you a private message to give details. Anyway my son stays with me everything left in the home when he left I keep he also has to pay half of Shelby's college tuition. Pretty much everything I asked for I got.
Finally a little justice for the broken hearted and abandoned. I have been praying for this for so long I thought of all kinds of things I was going to say and laugh and say TOLD YA SO!! TOLD YA SO!!! TOLD YA SO!!!! How's that new life working out for you now? Then to my utter suprise I felt my heart breaking for him???? I felt sort of sorry for him???? Why do I feel sad for him? This is what I have been waiting for to look him straight in the face and say " Your fun in the sun days are over now your pain begins" I just couldn't say anything but " This was all your choice just remember that everytime you write that check every month" Ok so I got a little dig in. When he left most likely to stop at the closet bar for his last big drinking night out I just kept saying to myself " T what's wrong with you don't you feel sorry for him he has not shed one tear for you in 6 months. I guess that's just another thing I have that he doesn't A HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So now I can start planning stuff my future and start leaving the past where it belongs in the PAST. Can't wait for summer vacation from school I was offered a job as a summer camp director so Austin can go with me for FREE and I will be able to go on all the field trips with him and just have a super fun summer. We are planning a beach trip in july and now I know how much money I will have each month coming in from my dear friends of child support inforcment. I think I can start to breathe now a little easier and sleep a little better. I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders and even though I know I made it over the first few hills there are still mountains to climb but I will make it...............
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