therapist
Going to see a therapist about my pathetic life tomorrow. I'm going to have to admit that I feel like a dirty, disgusting pile of nothing in front of some well-dressed, highly education women that I've never met. So, I'm really looking forward to it. Telling someone that you've been abused by your family is like admitting that your worthless. With all the media hype about how important family is, how can one feel okay about themselves when there family treats them like a sex toy and punching bag?
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Oh my friend.. why didn\'t you say any of this when we were chatting. You know this isn\'t true right? There is some part of you that knows.
You are a survivor of the highest magnitude, some day you will know this. If this a is good therapist they will know you have the strength of a 1000. If they arent good leave and find another. You are worth fixing!!
I am sorry you are feeling this way but you are not alone and you are so not dirty, disguising and to me you are a beautiful mound of awesome :)
Please let me know how it goes tomorrow. I will be checking my messages. I am sorry If I got off too soon. Next time please let me know if you need a shoulder. I am just watching a movie
((hugs))
Thank you so much. I\'ll be okay. I guess I\'m just really down because my relationship with my boyfriend is ending. He never really loved me he only liked having me around because I adored him. I would like a little adoration in return but I just get brushed off. Thanks again, I\'ll keep you updated. Have a good trip!
Yo QUIT TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF LIKE THAT..You are better than that remeber that. You are worth something dont ever let anyone tell you different!
Thanks folks. I know that in my head but sometimes it\'s a long way to my heart. Nice to have good people like you!
Well bad relationships must end.. but it doesnt mean it isn\'t painful.