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Status: The demons in her head Told her to feel alive But killed her in the process On her pain, they thrived. ~Blades To Self A friend of mine

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Fingers going numb

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I have recently started cutting again but this time around I am using my wrist which I didn't do b4 (I have maybe 3 or 4 times in the past) I guess it does look pretty bad, but I think it looks worse then it actually is. A couple times after the...
No sure what to do

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I have recently started cutting again after 5 months. I use to always do it in the shower. Now it am back and doing it full force but now I do it any where and every where but not as often, as many cuts or as deep. I am afraid if I take the shower...
I don't care anymore *triggering*

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I just relapsed last night after 5 months cut free... and I don't care. It made me feel better again and brought back the good feelings that cutting does. The reason I quite is gone now and I see no point in stopping. I don't care. I really don't. I...
Nothing holding me back anymore

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The one thing keeping me cut free is gone now, I am hurting everyone and have a blade in my hand. goodbye 5 months cut free
SOS

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EVERYTHING SUCKS EVERYTHING JUST SUCKS! I JUST SAW IN A HALF HOUR EVERYTHING THAT WAS MAKING ME HAPPY GO DOWN THE DRAIN. My parents have been nothing but upset with me, my closest friends are ignoring me, someone who means the world time not wants...
Holding a knife right now

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I walked into my kitchen and there was a freshly sharpened paring knife on the counter. I picked it up impolsivley I thought about how good it made me feel and wanting to see the blood. I am now feeling the blade with my finger tips at my computer....
Calories or fat?

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Just curious on this one, do you guys (those who are struggling with anorexia) Obsess more over calorie content or fat content?
When should I be concerned?

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When I eat nothing or very little for long periods of time I get to feeling sick. I have struggled with anorexia for 2 years and never really got to asking this question. At what point should I be concerned? What are the warning symptom(s)? At what...
What to do?

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So on Friday my boyfriend told me that he is being abused by his mom (we are 14) I him told I wouldn't tell but now I am questioning that. I have gone around and around with it in my mind. It hurts so much to know what he has gone through. I am...
My boyfriend is diabetic

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My boyfriend has diabetes and it worries me a lot. I don't really know what the red flags are so it is hard for me to know when I need to. I know that below 70 is bad but that is really all. I know he is pretty severely diabetic and it runs super...
Going on a trip

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I am going out of town for a technology competition for 3 days. It is a team of 8 so we will all eat together and I am sharing a room with the other girls on my team and one other team. I will be eating all 3 meals with them for all three days and...
Bulimia

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I had an encounter with my old group of friends last night and even considered becoming closer to them. This just came back to bite me in the butt. I came home last night extremely hurt and felling so ugly I can't even tell you. I ended up making...
Music Therapy

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I need some serious music therapy right now. Send me some music.
UGLY

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I feel so friken ugly. I look in the mirror and at pictures of myself and just want to take a razor to my face. Not only this but I am jerk to. I shove all my friends away and hurt them deeply and psychologically.
Help

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My friend doesn't understand my problems. It hurts a lot she thinks I am being ridicules. Really want to cut right now and go make myself vomit but can't because I have a different friend over. I just want to break out in tears but he worries about...

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