Honey, please go bback and read your journal from Saturday. You are so strong - the strength is inside you - just don't be afraid.
i know it doesnt help, but you look so beautiful in yoru picture. I have 2 daughters and if one of them was hurting as much as you, I'd want to know. Have you confided in your parents at all? a doctor? therapist? You need to get help. there is so much good in life waiting for you. Please don't keep hurting yourself.
And remember, most of us here have these same types of thoughts. You just need to kick the thoughts in the ass and push them out of your life. You can do it!

I am so sorry that you are struggling right now. I know those same thought and feelings and how consuming they can be. try your hardest to push to untrue negative thoughts out of your head. yOu look so pretty in your avetar pic. I also understand the pushing away of friends and how hard that can be. i am doing that right now in my life and i talk to none of my friends right now and its soooo hard. you are not alone and im always here to listen. much love

i feel the same as you do hun,it is not a nice feeling!!please get help to try and figure out the underlying issues behind ths,you are beautiful hun!!

From looking at your profile pic you are very pretty, love your hair. But I know we never believe good things about ourselves. But you carving yourself up won't help. It will bring you shame, depression, hopelessness and scars. That would accomplish nothing but bringing you further down. Please talk to somebody.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! I use to feel so ugly all the time too but I have gotten alot better :) YOu are beautiful on the outside and I am sure you are just as beautiful on the inside...don't let the ED lie to you..that's all it is..a big fat lie..you are beautiful :)