Things were going well, for a while.  But now I don't know what is going on.  I slipped back just as I thought.  I haven't been eating, and yet no one has noticed.  Except my boyfriend ( who I've been with for 2 months now:)!  ),  but I told him that I just don't get hungry and there wasn't a problem. He believed me, at least I think he did.  And now  I am starting to have emotional issues with the fact of having a boyfriend, it seems to be linked with my childhood traumas.  Being molested really tore apart some of my emotional capasities.  The other night when I was with my boyfriend I was so nervous, it was really sudden, and I just had such mixed emotions about what we were doing.  I'm such an emotional mess, and I don't know who to tell.  I can't go to my parents because they would over react to what was happening, and my boyfriend doesn't know about what happened to me as a child.  I don't know if I should tell him, especially because I might then tell him how terrified I am at the idea of sex.  And for some reason I am paranoid that he would leave me if he knew that, even though it is unlikely because he is a really great guy.  I have no one to talk to and I am falling apart emotionally.      PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!