Start of day four:

Well, I've made it through three days.  Now it's the start of day four.  Hopefully, I can do this.  I really want to get to a point where I can actually be healthy for a change.  My stomach has been a bit upset, but I think it's because.. it has to get used to food actually STAYING in my stomach.  So, even thought I have a near constant stomach ache, I know.. I'm working towards something good for myself.   I've also realized.. I need to drink  more fluids.  When I was purging, I knew it dehydrated me, but I pretty much only drank when I was going to purge.  Now trying not to purge, I don't often drink.  However, my skin is quite dry and my lips are very chapped, this is mostly due to the dehydration.  So my goal to go along with my stopping purging is to get back to drinking enough fluids.  I used to drink plenty of water... but somewhere along the line, I just stopped.