Lonewolf363

And a long stemeed rose everybody know.

BEcause I am alone, I'm the sweetest person too. Its a shame Heidi turned herinto a pretty cool indivisuall since high school. Eh.

I relly I do.

Even though the governemnt finds it amusing to see what happens next to Heidi and her insane Iders.So I made ammends with the past as soon as I could, and felt like the world was growing all around...

I know because I suffer with it. But it has been years before someone would take a look a my arms where I cut Or even my legs or even to see if I cut at all. BEcause I am so into recovering that...

It takes work to say your a recovering operson. That you have taken these steps and done the work yourself. In creating a program such as Ca. You have to have re-direction. ANd I re-direct some...

You ever notice how somtimes Heidi writes with such passion and is in the moment and in the heat of telling one of my infamous stoiries? WEll it's my way of dealing with things. Its how I can manage...

I was overhearing the boss telling my xboyfriend exactly how to do this how to do that, its somewhat difficult to hear all the time the kin dof work he has to do, when I know he's miserable. And I...

for a week. I was upset my lower lip quivering AND my thearpist throught I had fallen apart at the seams. I sooke to the man I went before the man, and had his answers. HE said I am so proud! You...

The first step is stopping. BEcause you learn to heal. And you begin to work on your emotins. BEcause it leads into the second step. Learning self control. You have to know how to control and...

Not to get your matches wet when your hungry.  You think you may want to hunt for your dinner, with a hunting knife you have burried out in the woods closeby. You flung a spitwad of gum in...

Its starting to happen. I am finding cutters annomous. I heidi, am your friend, and also recoverying cutter, since birth. Its a controlled behavior, and only you and you alone, have the willpoower...

I used free will. I pulled the strings wrote my little story, I wanted to change to eh world. I lived through being tied to a bed, beaten for things, items and objects other girls wanted from me,...

The dorms were all coed, so all of my life I lived with men. My life was not wasted doing the hard work to seek out positive attention, and not negative. To draw color creat, and do hobbies, and take...

I lived through the doors of anchora, got out, lived a productive life of friends, behavioral thearpy, that works.I was taught coping skills, that in one day were triggered off by an event that made...