rutowsle
Status: Burning, uncontrolled self-loathing and feeling so insignificant
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I just wanted to stay in bed curled up with my blankets and cry all day. I don't want to have to pretend to be ok in front of my family, I don't want to pretend to be civil towards my sister. She...
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Christmas just isn't the same as it was when Grandma was still alive. In my memories the lights are much softer and hazy than they really were, and everyones laughter is more like chiming bells, and...
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Tomorrow I'll be alone. Today I am alone. And yesterday I was alone. I wish my therapist had a beeper...
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Last night I felt like a 6 year old child. When I get overwhelmed I revert back to feeling like I'm a kid, I plug my ears and rock back and forth, I cry for little or no reason, I am comforted by...
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Two entries in one night... I have therapy later today in the afternoon. I really enjoy my sessions with my therapist, Dan. Sometimes I worry what I will do when the time comes that I will no longer...
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I get so lost in trying to understand why I can't seem to get things together that I forget that I need to have the self discipline to get better. I hate being so constantly controlled by my...
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