sjanderson23

there is not much that can screw up your health more than a bad attitude(except acid, yes hydro chloric acid is bad)

I do miss working sometimes, it does prove something to oneself, but that is not going to happen.  I just have to get used to the way things are.  This is why I am writing my haikus.

I have heard that brain lesions can alter your mood and cause depression, I don't believe that.  Your mood is controlled by your soul and that exist in an amalgamation of your grey matter that is...

I don't want to think any symptoms are new, I am just always being optimistic.  I do get a numbness in my stronger arm when it has been level with my heart after a while, but I can rest it and it...

I completely admit to myself that I have ms, I can see it everyday in everything that I do, but I cannot stop doing what ever it is.  So, is it so wrong that I don't completely accept that I have...

haikuI fight back the tearswith a large pain in my heartwaiting for a cure

I am just past three years of my diagnosis(with ataxia), and I think I am finally accepting it.  In five months, I will turn forty and I think it will be the culmination of many emotional states. ...

All of the exercising I do is retraining my brain to make my body to react properly.  I exercise not for vanity, but I am looking good.

This is the week that the fair is in town and Chevelle is playing tonight. I bet it will be a good show.  I am sure they will lead off with their radio cuts, I do not know much else about the band...

The timing of certain things in my life still amazes me.  I took out a life insurance policy on me in the spring of 2008 because I was moving to Europe, two years later, I was diagnosed with ms. ...

I have been a musician my entire life, I can remember singing "Give said the little stream" and "Jesus wants me for a sunbeam" when I was four.  I took piano lessons sometime in grade school, those...

people with ms, and many more, know about not being in control of your own body.  My right knee is in a fair amount of pain today when I try to walk on it.  More, play through the pain.

When I was twentyish, I wanted to learn how to use chopsticks.  I challenged my self by picking up one honey roasted almond at a time.  I eventually got pretty good at it.  That is something that...

I exercise for strength, not to lose weight.  With that said, my bathroom scale just read 146 lbs..

I live and was born here in Montana, we grow Cheerios here.  I have a grandfather who was a failed farmer because of the drought of the 1930s, he became a carpenter.  Farming is in my blood.  We...