The thing about hiding from people who used to know me is that I dont' have to worry about them looking shocked and horrified when they see how much weight I have gained since the time I knew them. Well, there is an old friend who is very determined to see me and meet my family very soon (maybe even tomorrow) and while I want to see him I am also really not wanting him to see how big I am now. I tried to warn him several times but he said it was okay. Is it possible that he really might not die from shock when he sees me again for the first time in all these years?