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- What's the point in living anymore. I get worried about up-swings and about down-swings. I get worried about up-swings because they bring the dissociation and I worry about the down-swings because they bring the depression and suicidal thoughts. I...
- I didn't self harm in like a year but yesterday I cut and I burned a few minutes ago. I feel like I'm headed down a spiral. I've been more anxious and the thoughts of suicide are getting stronger. I'm worried I'm gonna get stuck in a cycle of self...
- I have therapy tomorrow. It will be the second meeting with her and I'm super anxious. I plan on giving her my journal and have her read about what I've been thru. I'm so worried about how that will go and I'm worried that I'll get so anxious that...
- I have therapy tomorrow. It will be the second meeting with her and I'm super anxious. I plan on giving her my journal and have her read about what I've been thru. I'm so worried about how that will go and I'm worried that I'll get so anxious that...
- Went to see a new therapist today. Afterwards I smoked my e-cigarette for the first time in months. Trying to explain my thoughts is so hard. I wanted to just give her my journal where I had written down my story but it's five pages, I didn't want...
- Went to see a new therapist today. Afterwards I smoked my e-cigarette for the first time in months. Trying to explain my thoughts is so hard. I wanted to just give her my journal where I had written down my story but it's five pages, I didn't want...
- Does anyone else have pseudo-seizures due to ptsd? I've had these episodes for almost ten years. They look like grand Mal seizures but without seizure activity in the brain. I have them when I'm highly stressed like when a difficult topic comes up...
- I'm so lonely. I'm done with feeling so depressed, anxious and lonely. Every day feels like a blackhole, like it just goes on and on and sucks all the happiness and energy out of me.
- I'm so lonely. I'm done with feeling so depressed, anxious and lonely. Every day feels like a blackhole, like it just goes on and on and sucks all the happiness and energy out of me.
- Sometimes when I get upset or depressed, I can't bring myself to talk. It happens a lot during therapy sessions. My therapist will ask me something and I have to resort to texting it.Does anyone else have this issue? Does it have a name?
- Every day I feel an ache under my tongue and if I run my tongue along the bottom of my mouth, it creates bubbles and eases the ache. Sometimes I catch myself popping bubbles when I'm anxious, sometimes for no reason. If I do it a lot, my stomach...
- Feels like there's no point in anything anymore. I don't know what's caused this collapse, I've been slowly going downhill but I was starting to go back up and now I have nothing left. It just all needs to end.
- There's no point in anything anymore. I just need to hurt myself. IDK what I am or am not allowed to say on here, but I want to hurt myself... I don't know a means to but the urge is there. Nothing makes sense anymore, everything is frustrating. It...
- I just need to thoughts to stop. Just stop. My mind is constantly going on and on, the worry just keeps going on and on. I just want to sleep and not wake up. I don't want to go back down this path, not again. The anniversary of one of my attempts...
- I feel like my mind is screaming. I know I'm getting ahead of myself but I can't stop. Like I think to myself "I just need to get thru Thanksgiving" but then I think "but what then? I can't make it thru work next week!" I need to make the screaming...