feeling down. cuz the time with my mentor friend wasn't like i had hoped.
ok i got my hopes up again when i was with my mentor friend. i was thinking about things after i left her today and i think the reason why i keep getting my hopes broken when i am with her is because i am longing for a certain type of close friendship that she is not able and not wanting in the friendship i have with her, that is my guess anyway because somethings that she has said to me don't add up to her actions. and i think actions are much more important than words. so im feeling down cuz of that fact that it seems like i love her more than she loves me sometimes but maybe she just loves me differently. i don't even know anymore, i wish i could find the type of friendship that i need so much!
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Sorry to hear Amber ! You can\'t make ppl like and love you - either they will or they won\'t ! You Can\'t Make them feel a certain way about you !
\" ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS !!!!! \"
You may have to \" Look Elsewhere \" to Find what you are Looking For in a Close Close Friend.... Put your Eggs in Different Baskets...
This Mentor Friend is Only going to Give you - what SHE WANTS to and you have to Accept that Fact....
Have you gone back to the New Church with the New Church Friends ?? Try that Maybe... Wish you Lived Near Me .... I\'d be your Close Friend - Love ya xo xo xo xo xo