hating how i miss someone/people
im hating how much i am missing her but she always gets to busy for me. and the thing that isn't going to be fair is that when she gets to old to be busy and would want someone to sit with her for a long time, ill still be able to do that. why do i always have to be on this end of things. why can't i ever be on the other end. it just hurts so much cuz i have so much love to give but its like she doesn't care or she doesn't have time, she always puts her other friends over me. i wish i was her number 1 friend. i wish for that so much! i am just getting really sick of it, cuz i can really tell i love her so much for than she loves me. i can tell i love her more. and it seems like she only loves me on her terms and only when she has a free 5 mins. because all of her other friends are her top friends not me.
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