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My cousin died in a car accident  jan 2 2007. I can finally acually say that without crying. I have hard days with it and easy days. Its hard and always will be. This is not something i start off my...

me and my gf got to talking last night about my meds i was gonna start taking them in the mornings instead of at night. Well so i didnt take my meds yesterday morning and it makes since why i was so...

today has just been a crazy day we have been having alot of them lately. The bipolarness is so hard to handle some days we always seem to work through it. Today she had a tooth ache and wanted me to...

Why is it at night when I get to think about so many things? I wonder about my dead cousin and my family and me and juanita and scooby. Ill start off with this. Today would have been my cousin's 25...

Me and juanita had a long lovers talk last night and ive cheated in the past well she told me that she didnt trust me 100% because of it. It breaks my heart to know that and I told her if i knew that...

I have been going to write something all day! But I realize there is no perfect time to write so Today has been 5 years since I lost my cousin in a car accident. I still hurt and miss him and there...

What goals should I have in 2012? I believe the first one should be not to over think my marriage.The second one is to kick my depression out the window and btw im depressed tonight because its new...

My brother's dog is a papion and my grandma's is a chiwawa and mines a maltese. Well when the papion was in heat they locked mine and grannys dog in  a pen and she got in there with them. So the...

Im lucky to have a good family unforently i have no friends around me the closest my friends are 2 hours away. I want you to know you all should really cherish the friends yall have. Its really...

Had such a great day I got the puppies christmas gifts well my grandmas dog and shaggy moo! Then All we like now is her mom and ben ben her moms man. Im so glad the christmas shopping is almost done....

I woke up this morning to getting kisses from my love. Once I was awake I got breakfast in bed! My love is such amazing! They put her on new bipolar meds and they work wonders! Im so happy that shes...

I have the worst depression set in at night! I hate it. I feel lonely all the time It really sucks not having friends. I mean am I not a good enough person to have friends? What have I done wrong? I...

I swear there is diffrent stages you go through after you get married! I went through the omg shes cheating on me stage. Omg we are distance stage. The OMG what was i thinking stage Now to the Omg i...

 GRANDMA'S HANDS A must read thru to the end please!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grandma, some ...ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench.. She didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her...

Im me! I want to tell you all my story tonight I think its time you should know. It was 2007 I was a senior in high school. It was winter break. The last week the first week of the new year me and...