today

I have been going to write something all day! But I realize there is no perfect time to write so Today has been 5 years since I lost my cousin in a car accident. I still hurt and miss him and there still the pain that never goes away. I didnt make it to his head stone today and I didnt even attempt to go to the crash site. He is in my thoughts all day. I always wonder what kind of person he would be today. He was a all out amazing cousin and friend. I just miss him. I still cant believe its been 5 years. He was a great person he was in college had a job and good friends. I strive to be the kind of person he was. RIP STEPHEN I LOVE AND MISS YOU