today is my birthday the first time in 24 years cindy is not here to wish me a happy birthday .there are days i do ok today is not one of those days i miss her.
tommorrow is cindy\'sbirthday 12/20/2010 she would have been 46 years old,today was a bad day and i think yommorrow with worse.this time of year really sucks.these last three months are hard ,oct. we would have been married 19 years and it was it was her youngest birthday,nov. was my birthday and thanksgiving,this month is her birthday and x-mas .she pasted away on april 12 2010 i hope next year is better.
There are people that read this....don\'t worry about the misspelling.....all of the firsts are so hard....my husband passed away 2 weeks before his birthday....he would have been 49 Nov. 8th....I hope that you can find some peace in the days ahead and the new year.
Hugs,
Jean
Dear Scott,
When we are writing here our minds & our fingers are not in sync. we are pretty good at understanding what is meant. It is also hard to write through tears.
I am so very sorry for your loss! She was way too young. So much more living she had to do. Watching those babies grow up. My husband of 30 years passed in June just a little before my 64th birthday. Now all the holidays and March 19th will be the anniversary of our 31st year of our marriage. I hurt every day. I thought that after Christmas I would somehow feel so much better. It just didn\'t happen. Feb 12th should be his 78th birthday. I lost my mom (88 years old) just one year and two weeks earlier. He was here to comfort me at that time and then just as he was recovering from a six month battle of another kind he was diagnosed with end stage CHF. I had been mom\'s fulltime caregiver for more than a year & their care needs overlapped. Now I no longer know what or who I am. Where I am going or what I am to do.There is NO ONE to comfort me this time. We here at DS are all lost souls. Please continue to come back & find comfort with those of us that understand your pain. Hugs, Val
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tommorrow is cindy\'sbirthday 12/20/2010 she would have been 46 years old,today was a bad day and i think yommorrow with worse.this time of year really sucks.these last three months are hard ,oct. we would have been married 19 years and it was it was her youngest birthday,nov. was my birthday and thanksgiving,this month is her birthday and x-mas .she pasted away on april 12 2010 i hope next year is better.
sorry about all the miss spelling,if there is really anyone who reads this.
There are people that read this....don\'t worry about the misspelling.....all of the firsts are so hard....my husband passed away 2 weeks before his birthday....he would have been 49 Nov. 8th....I hope that you can find some peace in the days ahead and the new year.
Hugs,
Jean
Dear Scott,
When we are writing here our minds & our fingers are not in sync. we are pretty good at understanding what is meant. It is also hard to write through tears.
I am so very sorry for your loss! She was way too young. So much more living she had to do. Watching those babies grow up. My husband of 30 years passed in June just a little before my 64th birthday. Now all the holidays and March 19th will be the anniversary of our 31st year of our marriage. I hurt every day. I thought that after Christmas I would somehow feel so much better. It just didn\'t happen. Feb 12th should be his 78th birthday. I lost my mom (88 years old) just one year and two weeks earlier. He was here to comfort me at that time and then just as he was recovering from a six month battle of another kind he was diagnosed with end stage CHF. I had been mom\'s fulltime caregiver for more than a year & their care needs overlapped. Now I no longer know what or who I am. Where I am going or what I am to do.There is NO ONE to comfort me this time. We here at DS are all lost souls. Please continue to come back & find comfort with those of us that understand your pain. Hugs, Val