olisa2010

Hello it's been awhile since I went on this site.  So much has happened.  My Luis has been gone 5 years so hard to believe.  Things are better now, I sold the house we had built over a year ago...

My Life has changed so much since my Luis departed.  I still miss him very much but I've had to learn how to make it alone.  I still take care of my elderly mom who will be 93 in August.  I work...

It's been awhile since I have posted on my journal.  My husband has been gone 2 years and 4 months now.  I never thought I could get better the sadness and depression was over whelming.  Thank God...

Well today marks 16 months since Luis's departure almost a year and a half. Still feels like yesterday but also like years since I've heard that voice of his saying Lisa I'm home reminded me of I...

Luis I have been praying that I get a new job and be able to rent the house because the memories are over whelming since you did everything in this house.  Of course you know I have mom here and she...

It's 6 months today and it feels like an eternity, I know you are in heaven where there is no pain and no worries I only wish I could share that as well.  God has his own plans I got very sad today...

As I read everyone's journal I see that we are all in the same place, angry, hurt, guilty, sad and missing our love one sooo much.  I keep waiting for this to get better but it doesn't.  I am...

My dear Luis today is 3 months that you are gone.  It feels like 3 years since I've heard your voice or saw your face.  I see you in my dreams.  You look real good in my dreams and I am thankful...

First July 4th without you honey miss you so much you were best at bbqing always you loved it so much.  I felt so lonely and empty without you and this is just the beginning of holidays w/o you....

I just wanted to know if anyone out there had trouble in their house.  I hate my house don't want to go home but it shouldn't be that way because Luis loved it there but I can't stand it.  I do...

Yesterday was 2 months that I lost my Luis, life is still real stinky.  I just hate being here.  I try to keep myself busy but it just doesn't work.  You are constantly on my mind and I still have...

Anxiety is starting to take over and I hate it.  I contantly feel my stomach rumbling and I only  eat because I have to.  I have lost quite a bit of weight and I feel like there are butterflies in...

When will the emptiness feel full?  I often wonder it seems like I can't dig my way out of this horrible black hole.  Luis you've been gone 35 days and it seems like 35 years.  I hate my life...

It's been a month today since I lost my husband, and I am so lost and just can't find any peace of mind.  All I do is focus on him and constantly wonder how will I go on? Although I have wonderful...

Well today marks 16 months since Luis's departure almost a year and a half. Still feels like yesterday but also like years since I've heard that voice of his saying Lisa I'm home reminded me of I...