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Not a high point today. Started googling permanent makeup and then cried because it feels like I'm just giving up. My hair is somewhat under control - a job I had last year was the most stressed I've...

I'm going to be silly ad celebrate half-hour marks if i feel like it dammit. :)

For some reason, I'm having a really, really, REALLY hard time getting motivated to quit. I've been on a spree that was so bad after a summer of doing pretty well (only really pulling lashes, which...

So I'm not sure if it's progress, or if I'm just running out of hair to pull, but even my 'bad' day today was not as bad as my 'bad' day a week ago. SCORE!I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to get a...

WARNING: this one's super-long. Like, War and Peace long. Fair notice. :)I feel like I'm a lot more contemplative lately, and even though the pulling isn't getting better, I'm hoping that I can fix...

I've always wondered what it would take for me to decide that pulling would no longer be worth it. Would it mean costing me a boyfriend? A friend? My family? Fortunately, I have understanding people...

Sooo... I started law school. Yay. I had three wonderful months where I didn't pull out my hair AT ALL and I had beautiful little eyelashes growing in. And now I want to cry. I can safely say that...

Weeeeell... I kinda feel bad because I haven't re-done my goals, per se, but ever since I tried penalizing myself with money, I've done SO MUCH better on my hair. I've lost $40, but I've only had two...

Well, I pulled three eyelashes this morning. I tried reallllllllllly hard to keep my hands away from my face, but I had a super-bad urge... I guess it's back to square one on those. I only made it 10...

I made it one week! And I don't know if this is normal or not, but mentally it's almost harder to keep from pulling after I reach my goals. It's like my brain goes "okay, you did it. now back to...

So I've "pulled" one eyelash (without realizing it) that I'm not counting - judge me if you want to. But I don't want to let one accident ruin the streak I have going... :)If I can make it until...

Four pull-free days and counting... I feel so awesome. :)

Three days pull-free. And the kicker? I stopped taking my meds (I know, I know, but I have a good excuse). Last week I came down with a horrible stomach flu, and couldn't keep water down, much less...

I'm recommitting, dammit. After reading about the pull-free-a-thons going on over at the "beating trich" group, I realized that other people just like me have gone months, even years without pulling....

So... this has not been a wonderful week for me. After getting over being sick the week before last (and no one at work noticing. harumph.), I come down with a killer stomach flu this week. I'm...