garnet01

                   when school goes back to normal i'm sure i'll be okay. i'm not right now, but i'm sure i've just had too much time to think, which is never a good think if your...

I cant wait for exams and my portoflio to be over. I need a long break. A longer shower and to talk with my friends again. I've made a decision... I'm going to tell my crush/best friend that I'm a...

Don’t want to be this person anymore. Lost, confused, conflicted oh so conflicted. I dont know what i want, from here, from my life, my friends and family... i dont know what i want...

i dont know what wrong with her, my best friend. we haven't spoken, really spoken in weeks. i feel this great space between us. the classes we used to speak in, she now spends with another friend of...

Who are you?  You pretend to need me,  Try to influence, Beg to control me, But I say no. I turn you down And tell you to leave, But you stay.  I hate you,  Because of whom I am, ...

It's really rough right now, but this is apart of something i'm going to write... If the devil could cry, his tears would mimic hers.  Her body tense and weak and full of loss, she stood between...

 It's been a long time since I was honest with myself... it's bringing up emotions I've surpessed for a long time, not just about my sexuality, but also other issues in my life. I thought I was...

Actually writing this stuff down is something I've never attepted to do. There's just so much stuff i have to say and i dont know what to start off with. well, first of all i have two friends. both...

well, it's officially over for me now I'm moving on for good!!! i really didn't feel like going to the ceremony but my family was anxious to see me up there accepting my diploma so i put up with it,...

i haven't written in such a long time but I'm having such a major anxiety over what is supposed to be no big deal. my friend/secret unrequited love has finally called me to say that she's okay. i was...

SONG OF THE SOUL  I search for the song of the soulThe song that rests the restlessAnd calms the tempered breezeAnd brings about the nightAnd stirs our broken dreams I search for the song of the...

A broken soul that cry's up to the heavensa silent scream tha begs the sky'srain down on me and, save this dying heartrain down on me and,cast the darkness out... 

i'm starting to freak out. she still hasn't come back. it's been a month and a half and she hasnt returned. people just dont disappear without warning and not comeback. they're parents dont act...

i just recently heard this song, it really hit me...whataya want from me by Adam Lambert  Hey, slow it downWhataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, I'm afraidWhataya want from meWhataya want...

my friend and i are kind of seperating for some unknown reason, but i'm letting it happen. she was always in charge of our friendship as i'm always so emotionally unstable and regularly unavailble....