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Haven't written for a while but thought I would today.  It has been over a year now since loosing my son and there are times that it feels like it was yesterday and other times it feel so long...

To day is angel day for my son Lance, it has been a year since we lost him.  We went out to the cemetery today and it really was hard.  I thought after a year some of the pain would be less, but on...

We went camping last Saturday and stayed for four nights.  It was a place we have gone so many times and took the kids and it was one of Lance's favorite places to camp.  We also spread some of his...

It has been 11 months, almost to the hour, that my son took his life and it has been a real hard day for all of us.  I don't think he could have realized all the people he hurt by doing what he...

I want to thank all of you that wrote me about my last Journal entry it is so great knowing that there are people out there who really care and understand the feelings we sometime have when something...

Yesterday when I was talking to my daughter in law she stated that the Father's Day present that she gave me, my son had bought it for me before he died.  It hit me so hard when she told me that, it...

Today is Father's day and it is a hard one.  We went out to the cemetery yesterday and it was so hard to read Lance's name on the head stone and thinking he should be the one looking at mine.  It...

Yesterday I went and watched my granddaughter compete in her first horse show of the year and she was just outstanding.  But it was so hard being there because my son would have been so proud of her...

I haven't written for along time but decided to on this Memorial Day, it has been almost eight months since Lance died from suicide and things are getting better but at times it is still very hard. ...

On the 2nd of May it was seven months since my son left us through suicide and in some ways it seems like a long time ago but in others it seems like yesterday.  There are still times I have a hard...

Today is the seventh months since I lost my son to suicide and although in some ways it seems like a lot longer in other ways it seems like just the other day.  This week has been real hard on his...

Have felt a little better the last couple of days, had a real hard week-end but yesterday I took my grandson, Gage, fishing and we had a real good time he really seems to enjoy it and he will talk...

Today would have been my son's 43rd birthday and even though it has been six months since he left us it is still hard to believe.  We have our last group session tonight so I hope it can bring us a...

Went to the cemetery this morning and left some flowers at my son's grave site.  It is his birthday on Thursday and he would have been 43, it is hard to believe that it has been six months since he...

It has been almost 6 months since my son died of suicide and some days it is better than others.  We had our group session last night and that always help for a while.  Have a problem, do you think...