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I have a little time here.  Since it seems to be helping a little with insights seeing everything written out...I will finish it.After doing so well during our separation and really just thinking -...

It does feel strange just to have a date.  He came to pick me up, brought flowers.  He got to meet my daughter (who held puppies from attacking him with too much wiggles and lovies - they are...

A break from Losing Myself, to let some of what I've written sink in and to somehow pull myself together. My date (that hasn't been able to make it twice due to his travel schedule for work) text...

This cycle of living (if you can call it that) we had fallen into continued until it all came to a head one day.  I was already fighting normal suspicions that he is just all over the place.  A...

I guess it's true that the brain seems to shut out bad and remember the good parts. I have never really told the story and other than posting similar particular instances in posts, have never gone...

I guess the next part of our relationship was when things started getting weird - the time when I should have really started seeing red flags and running for cover!  I am not sure that there was a...

As per Susy's post (thank you), I am going to start journaling to see if I can identify how I lost me and became all about living for him.  Not really sure how to go about it, but have noticed that...

Stayed home with a migraine.  After getting the kids off to school, I went back to bed until noon or so.  I've been sitting here listless and feeling useless, but doing a bit of catching up here. ...

I wanted to get so much done over Spring Break and well, it's going slowly (progress that is--time, it's a flying by).  I have finished a bit of the spring cleaning and that's about it.  I've been...

I know I have been in such a strange place lately.  Just in between, I guess.  Growing, learning and letting a lot go while I start reaching for something different.  I wrote the other day that...

Well, I completely read my anthro syllabus wrong and read all this text and articles about social conflict and a religious group in South Dakota.  Went to take the midterm and more than half was on...

My final two midterms tomorrow - haven't journaled in a couple days.  I'm in a bit of a weird space.  It's not bad and it's not good, right now it just is.  I am ready to be more involved, just...

Maybe, all the kid meetings are out of the way for now.  My son is really excited about his history teacher stepping up to help him out after school.  The plan is for them to stay at the school on...

The meeting ended up consisting of 3 of my son's teachers (but NOT the one he has the most difficulty with) and an intern.  The teachers seemed fairly understanding and willing to try a few options...

I have checked in here over the last few days, but haven't really posted much or journaled at all.  I spent some time just being and also rent a few movies to watch with the kids.  I really haven't...