BETTER THAN I THOUGHT

This week I have been very busy trying to get things done at work & home.  The twins & their mom live w/ us.  The girls keep me out of trouble, but as the 1st anniversy of my sons death gets closer I seem to drown in sorrow, mostly at work because I don't have to explain myself as much.   The girls at the office give me a hug and a pep talk.   It is much harder to explain to 4 year olds why Grama is sad, they try to understand but I don't want them to worry.