Jay1764

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• Depression
  

  Happy

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: Merkula 04/30/2017

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  I feel happy. My brothers were in my bed this morning cuddled next to me because of the storm. I felt happy that I had them. I realized how lucky I am to have them. For the first time in a long time I felt joy.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/27/2017

  Jay1764 became friends with afreshstart.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/27/2017

  Jay1764 became friends with afreshstart.

• Depression
  

  Almost

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: sharaninmd 05/03/2017

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  I went to the bus stop alone today. I live right next to a busy highway.I wasn't even thinking. I got to the very edge of the rode.Then inside my head I heard something. I heard my baby brother calling my name. I saw every time he'll fall and I wouldn't be there to kiss his bu bu better. I saw my mother struggling, because no one was there to help her. I saw my 10 year old brother not having anyone to teach him how to divide big numbers. I stepped away from the rode. I took a breath and...

• Depression
  

  Question

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: Starsister 10/15/2017

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  Do you have to be diagnosed to be labeled as depressed?My brother just told that I have never seen a doctor therefore I am just faking my depression. I was calm even though on the inside I was screaming. I have wanted them to notice that I'm not okay and I need their help. So I told the one person I trust and they shoot me down and call me a fake.I'm my opinion you don't need a doctor to know want you're feeling.

• Gay and Lesbian Teens
  

  Hey

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: Starsister 05/08/2017

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  My name is Jay I am a lesbian. I live in a very closed minded town where being a homosexual is looked down upon. I am out of the closet and people kinda hate me for it. I'm tired of every girl I meet thinking I have a crush on her. I'm tired of people messaging me with the word faggot. I just want someone to talk to.

• Depression - Teen
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Posted: 04/21/2017

  Jay1764 commented on the discussion The Silent Suffering of a Unicorn -My Suicide Note.

• Depression - Teen
  

  Can't you see?

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: Carelizmart 04/25/2017

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  I'm your best friend. I act happy all the time and I am always nice to everyone. If you're sad I'll try with everything I've got to make you happy. But you don't see the real me. You don't see the anxiety that suffocates me. You don't see the depression that weighs down on my shoulders. You don't see scars that Mark my body. You don't see the sadness hiding behind my eyes. Can't you see?  I need you like you needed me. You're blind because you want to believe that something like this wouldn't...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Posted: 04/21/2017

  Jay1764 joined the group Depression - Teen.

• Depression
  

  Voices

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: Angelwood13 04/21/2017

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  I have a voice, and it talks to me. He tells me that I'm not good enough, that I'm stupid, I'll never be smart enough, nobody cares about me, nobody loves me. He makes me insecure. I couldn't sleep at night because he would tell me these things. Before you think I'm crazy that voice in my head. His name is Anxiety. He is not friendly,and wants to destroy me. But lately I feel as if I can fight him. I can make him be quiet and tell him " No I am good enough," He will always be there but that...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Posted: 04/21/2017

  Jay1764 commented on the discussion Scared.

• Depression
  

  Scared

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: TeCHer 04/25/2017

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  Today when my best friend got on the bus she simply sat down beside me hugged me and cried. I was so confused. She told me her dad had hit her and taken everything but her clothes and her bed. She cried all day. Her dad called the school and told them to keep her and her boyfriend apart, forcing them to break up. Her dad showed up at the school and I saw the terror in her eyes . Before we left school she handed me a envelope. Told me to hide but don't read it. I read it anyway. She had given me...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Posted: 04/01/2017

  Jay1764 commented on the discussion I'll love you til the day I die.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Posted: 04/01/2017

  Jay1764 commented on the discussion Had a panic attack today.

• Suicidal/self-harm thoughts
  

  Over

  Posted by: Jay1764

  Last Reply: KyN 11/07/2017

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  My name is Jay. I have been cutting for 3 yrs now. I want it all to be over. The pain,sadness,and loneliness. I want somebody to hear me crying out for help.