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Having a bad day today. I think partially because I slept too much. Ive been sleeping like 12 hours a not lately because I dont have a job. I just got a new job though but i probably wont start for a...

I am talking to this new guy from eharmony named Robert. he is so sweet. :) and i feel like i do too much of the talking when on the phone with him i need to slow down and listen to him. but finally...

i havent been on here in a bit. but theres really nothing new. just trying to find a new job. i talked to my friend rachel yesterday about stuff, and i decided to make a list of positive affirmations...

so.... not much is new except i quit my job. i was mandated to work doubles and got sick of it so i just quit. looking for new jobs and had a couple interviews so far and two next week... thinking...

so i had an interview today... for a part time job but i decided i want to work part time so i can go back to school. i wanna go back in january and i think that i can really do it. i just have to...

So... yesterday was a little rough. but today is a new day... even if it still seems like im stuck in yesterday. my anxiety is a little high. i can do this. i can do this. one day at a time. one...

i just love fall. hoodie season. bonfires. leaves falling. apples. new york state is perfect in the fall. too bad i have to work weekends or theyd be spent going to festivals like the grape fest and...

i took back my two weeks. i wasnt thinking when i out them in. i cannot not have a job due to all the debt im in and bills. so im hanging in there for a while. ugh. i can do this. at least my...

so i officially put my two weeks in at my job. and i couldnt be more relieved... i have an interview on Tuesday 10 minutes from my house and im hoping that ill get the job. i want to go back to...

GUYS! i just had a phone interview with this agency called villa of hope. i decided i really dont like my job or feel called to what i am doing. my passion isnt there. so, this job would be helping...

Yeah i know i have been going forward lately but sometimes i feel like its one step forward two steps back. Some of the people i have been hanging out with are bad for me and I need to change this...

hey i feel ok just holding on to that strength and motivation! I neeed God to get me thru the day! im gonna switch up my diet a bit too i just got a replacement blade for my ninja blender so i can...

idk. i feel defeated. and i beat myself up for getting it wrong. :( i feel so crappy. 

today i feel is a good day. im a little anxious though. but im at the lake again so its all good. im gonna go on a walk. :) my anxietys are due to my ex boyfriend i think i dont trust but i need to...

had kind of a rough day today had to do a psychological test for my job. and i felt interrogated  by the psychologist :( i tried to go in congident but i just wasnt feeling it. i feel fine with my...