good day

today i feel is a good day. im a little anxious though. but im at the lake again so its all good. im gonna go on a walk. :) my anxietys are due to my ex boyfriend i think i dont trust but i need to move on with my whole heart. and be happy again. it took a huge toll on me. and this other guy i was talking to reminded me of him. so i will find a good guy soon. its really hard and lonely. 

a lot of times i get reminded of past times of anxiety but today i reminded myself that i have overcome that and gotten thru it. today is a new day. we can only take life one day at a time because life is a gift. it is too short to live in anxiety and turmoil. 

also i was reading up on scriptures that say who i am in christ and that really helped me to realize who i am and what God has for me. i dont have to worry about what people think or what they say. only what God thinks. it is tremendous freedom and power in realizing this and who is good for me and who isn't....   also i have control over my life and my happiness. i can love myself and take care of myself because God created a good thing :)